Hey all! What a crazy week it has been!
Very
full of mixed emotions...
First off...I am doing loads better! Thanks for your love and prayers! I have
felt them greatly this past week. I have been off the pain medication for
several days know, just being taking Ibuprofen for the pain. Each day I have
been having more motion in my arm which is great. Since the accident, I have
had some headaches here and there and sometimes I have a hard time remembering the "little things", but besides
me and my crazy brain, I am doing FANTASTIC! I know that the Lord has helped me
in so many ways! His love, comfort, and protection is great! He loves each of
his children so very much!
On a sad note, my companion transferred yesterday which was tough...It stinks
that I only had 6 weeks with him. I don't know the area as well as I would like
to, but I know that the Lord will qualify me for his work and that he will help
me. The Moreland ward also lost a very special senior couple, Elder and Sister
Thomas. I loved serving with them these past 6 weeks! They will be greatly missed. Also, for the time being,
we won't be having another senior couple take their place which is a bummer...I
love serving with senior couples! On a brighter note, our ward finally has a
ward mission leader! Yay! A lot of changes! My new companion is Elder Skinner.
It was funny! When I first got to Portland he was actually in my 1st zone! It
was nice to already know somewhat of my companion...makes things a bit easier.
Also, I already know EVERYONE in my district! Sister Porter, who was also in my
first zone is now in Milwaukee! Super cool, to already know everyone that I
will be serving with.
The work in Moreland is being kicked up a notch! The Lord has blessed us with 3
new referrals who are super excited for us to teach them!!! All three of them
referred themselves on mormon.org! One of them already wants to be baptized on
Feb 28th!!! Carol, a sweet lady that also referred herself to us, is
progressing so much! She is recently widowed and has great faith! She has been
investigating the church for three weeks now and hasn't missed a Sunday of
coming to church!!! We have been having the lessons with her and we followed up
and asked her where she was at with reading the Book of Mormon and she said
that she was already on Mosiah 18!!! Wow! We just gave her the Book of Mormon a
week ago and she is almost a 1/4 of the way done! We had an awesome gospel
principles class where Elder Stone and I talked about covenants, or promises we
make with our heavenly father. Carol was there and she was rockin! We talked
about baptism, our first covenants that we make with our father in heaven and I
heard her whisper that she wanted to be baptized! We will be setting a date
this Friday when we meet with her!! :) The Lord prepares the hearts of his
people to receive the gospel! We are just instruments in his hands! We just
have to extend the effort and he WILL take care of us! Also, the POWER OF PRAYER
is sooo powerful! ;)
Another AMAZING thing that has happened over the weekend is that I had the
honor and privilege to attend the temple for one of our less actives we have
been teaching! He has grown and has come such a long way! I loved spending the
time at the temple on Saturday...such a sweet spirit there! Also, tonight I get
to go AGAIN and support another less active member that we have been working
with as she takes out her own endowments. The entire family has come from
inactivity back to the church! Another daughter will also go to the temple
later this month so I get to go back AGAIN!!! I love temples so much, I guess,
that the bishop asked me yesterday to talk in sacrament meeting on the temple
and the influence it has had in my life...not my favorite thing to talk in
sacrament meeting, but I LOVE the topic! Hopefully I won't get too emotional!
ha! The Spirit can do that to ya sometimes! So I will be speaking on the 8th of
Feb. It has been such a sweet experience watching the people that you have
grown to love progress and come closer to our savior and redeemer, Jesus
Christ. That is MY purpose as a missionary! I love the work so much!
This past week has been very emotional recovering from my injury, transfer, and
insecurities. I had a lot of rest which was hard for me! You know when there
are soo many things you can do, but don't have the energy, or capability to do
them. Satan kept putting thoughts in my head that I was a terrible missionary
and that I wasn't good enough. It was the worst feeling ever. Nothing was
getting done and I could feel of all of the people that I needed to help and I
couldn't do a thing! It was awful! I realized that in order for myself to help others,
I had to first help myself. In Doctrine Convents section 4 verse 2: "Therefore, O ye that embark in the service of God, see that ye
serve him with all your heart, might, mind and strength, that ye may stand
blameless before God at the last day." I had all my heart, might, and my
mind (some of it haha), but I didn't have my physical strength. I couldn't
serve God or others to my best ability because my body needed to rest.
With transfers, I remember when I first got to Moreland and I just felt through
the spirit that I was going to be with Elder Stone for just 1 transfer so I
knew that I had to go to work. I had 6 weeks to try to get the area down. I did
my best to remember names, people, places, and the ward. I remember when
transfer calls came that I felt a peace with myself and my situation. The Lord
will NEVER leave us! If we listen with a prayerful heart to the promptings of
the spirit we will be guided and directed in ALL that we do. We can receive
comfort and peace through our Savior Jesus Christ.
This past week I have been relying more in our savior Jesus Christ. It can be
hard to trust him at times, especially when we don't know all the reasons
behind our situations. I promise you that as we keep fighting and endure that
we will climb up the mountain of our trials. I am grateful for the trials that
we face in our lives because we can more fully experience the good. We have the
opportunity to rely more on the Lord and come nearer to him! This past week has
been one of the hardest so far on my mission with recovering from the bicycle accident,
BUT my testimony of the savior's love/atonement and the power of prayer have
increased in so many ways. A mission is hard, but boy is it worth it. You learn
the things you need to grow up and strengthen your testimony in the gospel.
Thank YOU for all of YOUR love and prayers. Keep doing what is right. Try
harder and harder each day and NEVER quit! Blessings are waiting right around
the corner for you I KNOW it! ;)
I hope you all have a wonderful week! I love each and every one of you so much!
Much love,
Elder Shaw